[Damn it Ayumu, don't say those things. You don't know what you're getting into.]
No matter how long you look for it, there isn't any hope to be found. It would be better just to end it now.
[It's not only a sincere warning, but almost a plea. He's been through this before already. There isn't any need to repeat the same mistake.
His hands tighten into fists in an attempt to keep them from trembling.]
--Don't make me endure another three years of this. Just-
Just do it already-!
[He presses his forehead into his hands, his shoulders shaking. He doesn't want to do this anymore. He doesn't want to live knowing that he would only later lose himself and be killed.
As regretful as it may be to force Ayumu's hand only to leave him behind, Hizumi is just too worn and beaten to go on.]
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No matter how long you look for it, there isn't any hope to be found. It would be better just to end it now.
[It's not only a sincere warning, but almost a plea. He's been through this before already. There isn't any need to repeat the same mistake.
His hands tighten into fists in an attempt to keep them from trembling.]
--Don't make me endure another three years of this. Just-
Just do it already-!
[He presses his forehead into his hands, his shoulders shaking. He doesn't want to do this anymore. He doesn't want to live knowing that he would only later lose himself and be killed.
As regretful as it may be to force Ayumu's hand only to leave him behind, Hizumi is just too worn and beaten to go on.]