"Because I have seen these daemons." He has to take a breath because this part always brings up bad memories. "I have fought what you gue'la call a Greater Daemon. I do not wish to see another suddenly explode out of a person's body."

Yes, that scene was horrifying to him. That governor having that thing erupt out of his flesh and causing havok everywhere. It left a gigantic scar on his mind that he probably would never recover from again.