Shinji is dead.

[There it is, the main thing that's been haunting her since this whole thing began. Rin had explained and explained to her repeatedly that there would be death in the Grail War, that they might need to kill people. Shinji was a bastard, yes. Mordred himself had dealt with him on occasion and Arturia had never cared for him.

But he was Sakura's brother and that's all that mattered to Arturia.]

He.... he had his Servant, Rider, put a barrier up around the school. It was killing everyone and.... Rin and I tried to fight him while Lancer fought off Rider, but Archer.... Archer shot him and....

[Some part of her tells her that she shouldn't feel so guilty about it, that this wasn't like her to get so worked up over someone's death. But it was the first time she had seen death firsthand as far as she knew and she had been sent to Hinoto-Ri before she could even talk to anyone about it.]

I know it was the right thing. I know that, but.... how do I tell Sakura when we get back home? I can't just lie to her about what happened.