[He's already chosen duty over desire previously, and to go back on such a decision would be against his honor. But things are different now, right? So it would be fine... Perhaps. No, definitely not-- but he was a guest now but it was a choice and he should accept the consequences of it instead of--

Theodore's a little hesitant, and he tugs at his sleeves as he avoids looking directly at Minako.]

I hope I did not pry too much. Despite my previous acceptance of my role as merely your attendant, I still feel so... tumultuous speaking with you. Especially here, now that I have lost that duty and am confronted with a new... [He pauses a moment, trying to think of a word.] A new freedom, which is the chance of being a guest myself. I feel there is a swirling gale within my chest, as if it had never left in the first place, and it has become worse with the tantalizing opportunity of being able to spend as much time with you as I would like. I thought that perhaps if I were to know more about you, if I were able to see every part of you, that it might finally be silenced. I feel rather shamed to admit that I am someone who cannot accept his own decisions.