Shinjiro Aragaki (荒垣 真次郎) (
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destinystrings2013-08-13 11:37 pm
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Every year, at this time / I'd look over at some friend of mine
Who: Shinjiro Aragaki + OPEN
Where: Naganaki Shrine + Iwatodai Dorm
Summary: Shinjiro tries very hard not to celebrate his birthday. He goes looking for lost watch instead. (Backdated to Sunday, August 11)
Warnings: Shinjiro's language habits. Not much else. Will update as needed.
[Naganaki Shrine]
[If Shinjiro could have his way, the eleventh of August would pass by just like any other. It would just be another mark on the calendar, and would end just like the tenth had before it: with no real significance—he saw no reason to make a big deal out of it (there were enough festivities in Hinoto-Ri already. Last thing he needed was another day). He didn't need or want the attention for just surviving another year. The eleventh had come and gone uneventfully last year, for the most part, when he only had one person to worry about meddling in his affairs. That person was gone (for five months and counting—shit if that still didn't feel more unnatural than anything else here), but Aki had certainly left even more tenacious replacements.
So when the sun rises that Sunday, he leaves the dorm early and heads out into the city. He has something that needs doing, anyway. He needs to retrace his steps: his watch is gone. He noticed it was missing far earlier. Even though he has a connected theory or two regarding its disappearance—other reasons to explain why his pocketwatch suddenly went missing, besides his being careless—he's not about to ask, because if it turns out it hadn't been taken it for some nefarious purpose that certain people shouldn't waste their time and goddamn money on, it would mean that he had lost it. It wouldn't be the first time. And the last thing he wants is for other people to go searching for it because of his own carelessness. And if there is a reason, he'll get it back eventually. …But he can't not look for in the meantime, can't leave it to some alleyway or god knows where. He worries that it's maybe stuck in that goddamn maze, and he won't be able to get it back.
So he takes the time to pass through the places he locations he frequents, searching. It's a good distraction, if nothing else, and before long he passes into Capricorn mid-afternoon and walks into the Naganaki shrine—one of the few remnants of his world, and thankfully empty. There, he begins searching for the watch he won't be able to find, ducking in and out of the playground equipment, searching the sand for something that may have accidentally gotten buried, even approaching the main shrine itself to look if it had maybe dropped in one of the offertory boxes, moving and cleaning any debris he finds that remains from the minor rainstorm a week before.]
[Dorm]
[Regardless of the outcome, he'll come home to the dorm eventually, as he always does, once the afternoon has passed into evening. He had intended to stay out longer, but in the end he gives into obligation and whatever else driving his return home. He can stand a few hours of nagging and actual socializing. Possibly. Maybe. Not really.]
Where: Naganaki Shrine + Iwatodai Dorm
Summary: Shinjiro tries very hard not to celebrate his birthday. He goes looking for lost watch instead. (Backdated to Sunday, August 11)
Warnings: Shinjiro's language habits. Not much else. Will update as needed.
[Naganaki Shrine]
[If Shinjiro could have his way, the eleventh of August would pass by just like any other. It would just be another mark on the calendar, and would end just like the tenth had before it: with no real significance—he saw no reason to make a big deal out of it (there were enough festivities in Hinoto-Ri already. Last thing he needed was another day). He didn't need or want the attention for just surviving another year. The eleventh had come and gone uneventfully last year, for the most part, when he only had one person to worry about meddling in his affairs. That person was gone (for five months and counting—shit if that still didn't feel more unnatural than anything else here), but Aki had certainly left even more tenacious replacements.
So when the sun rises that Sunday, he leaves the dorm early and heads out into the city. He has something that needs doing, anyway. He needs to retrace his steps: his watch is gone. He noticed it was missing far earlier. Even though he has a connected theory or two regarding its disappearance—other reasons to explain why his pocketwatch suddenly went missing, besides his being careless—he's not about to ask, because if it turns out it hadn't been taken it for some nefarious purpose that certain people shouldn't waste their time and goddamn money on, it would mean that he had lost it. It wouldn't be the first time. And the last thing he wants is for other people to go searching for it because of his own carelessness. And if there is a reason, he'll get it back eventually. …But he can't not look for in the meantime, can't leave it to some alleyway or god knows where. He worries that it's maybe stuck in that goddamn maze, and he won't be able to get it back.
So he takes the time to pass through the places he locations he frequents, searching. It's a good distraction, if nothing else, and before long he passes into Capricorn mid-afternoon and walks into the Naganaki shrine—one of the few remnants of his world, and thankfully empty. There, he begins searching for the watch he won't be able to find, ducking in and out of the playground equipment, searching the sand for something that may have accidentally gotten buried, even approaching the main shrine itself to look if it had maybe dropped in one of the offertory boxes, moving and cleaning any debris he finds that remains from the minor rainstorm a week before.]
[Dorm]
[Regardless of the outcome, he'll come home to the dorm eventually, as he always does, once the afternoon has passed into evening. He had intended to stay out longer, but in the end he gives into obligation and whatever else driving his return home. He can stand a few hours of nagging and actual socializing. Possibly. Maybe. Not really.]

Naganaki Shrine
She's a little hesitant, but how are her friendships going to strengthen unless she makes an effort. She steps into view, hands folded briefly before letting them relax at her sides. She lifts one arm up to wave casually.
"Uh, hey Shinjiro-san! How's it goin'? Looks like yer havin' a good time in the sand there..."
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…and then feels his skull abruptly collide with one of the overhanging bars.
Son of a—
He swears loudly, sharp white pain obscuring his vision, making Labrys' figure hard to puzzle out of the fuzzy haze until the pain fades to a tolerable level and his vision restabilizes.
He shakes his head in an effort to clear it, trying to ignore the pulsing ache radiating from his skull.
What had she even been asking? Shit.
"Yeah." Something about having a good time? Hell. "Things're goin' just fine."
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"But ya-" She stops her response short. Her friends told her Shinjiro's on the reserved side. Time to approach with caution, though she's pretty sure he's fibbing. "Oh, that's good then."
She takes a few cautious steps towards him.
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He expects good things from you, Labrys.
He ducks underneath the remaining bars, straightening to his full height, trying very much not to look like what he currently feels. 'Reserved' was an awfully nice way of putting it, but at least some of the rougher edges have sanded down to a manageable level. Look a little less like fangs. "What are you doing all the way over here, anyway?"
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"Explorin'. There are a lotta neat things t'see around here. When I was at the compound, we had to stay cooped up in the recreation area. But here I can go wherever I want." She chuckles. "You like comin' here?" He seemed to until she showed up.
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"Keep forgetting you're one of Aigis' lot," he says, voice low and words half-mumbled. Cousin or sister or whatever she preferred to call herself. She would have been stuck indoors, at the Kirijo facility, come to think of it. Not that he would have initially believed being stuck in one place would have mattered to a battle-functional AI. He hadn't spent a long enough time with Aigis to understand much about her—other than there was more to her than just components and a predisposition to translate dog talk—nor had he been around to see her eventual development as October ran into the coming months. With Labrys, though, he's beginning to see a bit of it, though he can't for the life of him imagine why they gave her Kansai accent.
"I like comin' here fine." More than that, really, but what are details. "It's a piece of Iwatodai, so might as well check to make sure the place is still here."
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She would have to stop by more often to make sure nobody ruined anything. It was a nice little spot. "I'll help keep tabs on it too, then!"
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"Nuh-uhn. When we left Inaba and were on the road, everything went blank, and I ended up here. The last thing I remember was Akihiko-san tellin' us about how he wanted to become a cop." She looks a little embarrassed. Thinking about it, the people she considers her best friends have only known her for about a day. "What's it like?"
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Fastest way to make him go stir crazy, that.
"What's it like?" He falls silent for a moment, thinking about it. "Not bad, I guess. A city. Not some country town that's got nothing to do. Ain't Tokyo, but it's got enough goin' on."
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"Kinda like here then? I think I'd like it there, especially if it has interestin' spots like this one. But Inaba's nice too. It's a country town, but it must be unique from the boring ones."
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He shrugs his shoulders. "Kind of. It's a man-made island. Unlike here. It's smaller than this."
Shrine
Of course, he's probably aware of this. Her search today might be trickier than usual, but she isn't going to give up without trying.
After an hour of wandering sketchy and probably dangerous back alleys by herself, Minako eventually winds up her search by the shrine. It's really more of a breather for her before looking somewhere else, but it ends up paying off when she spots the maroon coat leaning over one of the offering boxes. She approaches quietly and peers around his shoulder to get a better view of what he's doing.]
Did you drop in too much? I'm not sure the gods will appreciate take-backs...
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The problem is she looks too cute to be all that intimidating at a towering five foot three.]
I'm not that stingy, [he says, managing not to look too surprised at her arrival: just a sharp turn of his head when she peers around his shoulder, and that hitching feeling he gets when he realizes his freedom has just been compromised—the same kind of feeling Aki probably felt every time Mitsuru caught him trying to sneak his way into Tartarus to train. He hadn't heard her. Expected her? Probably. He needs to start deviating from his routine and old habits.]
Just seeing what the storm last Sunday did.
[Which a half-truth more than a lie. Still, feels like a lame excuse, even if it comes to him quicker more than his excuses usually do (
thanks Yarne.). He comes to the shrine often enough. It's part of his childhood—he has good memories here and wants the shrine to stay as he remembers it (and he also doesn't want a certain dog to be disappointed in him, in case he comes back one of these days). The city doesn't maintain it as completely or as often as Iwatodai did.Still, it's obviously seen plenty of use since its arrival.
…He casually glances into the offertory box again. He feels like a fool looking inside it—it isn't like he dropped it into the box himself like some idiot who mistook a pocketwatch for currency. But you'd be surprised what you could find inside offertory boxes if you looked. Coins of course, but other things—from gloves people had left, to toys. Most people were well-mannered, of course, but the shrine was also next to a playground. Kids lost things. People lost things. And it was often easier to return it to one of the shrine's maintainers than a police box. And if they weren't around, the offertory box was one way to ensure it was seen and taken care of. People would return here to look for what they lost.
Still makes him feel desperate. But he can't not look, though it's silly to feel anxious about a watch, even if there's nothing to worry about in the first place.]
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[She pitches in to sweep up herself sometimes, but she's not exactly surprised to know that Shinji does it too. This place probably means more to him than it does to her, and she has a lot of memories here.]
Although.... it seems to me that it's more like you're looking something.
[and she has a sneaking suspicion that she knows what it is. She can't tip her hand just yet, though.]
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Just tryin' to kill time.
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[until his birthday ends? It doesn't work like that, Shinji. If he'd managed to avoid her and Miki all today, they'd just get him tomorrow.]
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Until being older ain't that much of a novelty.
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You only get to turn ninteen once, senpai.
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I'll only remember it once.
[Back home, he'll get the joy of experiencing it twice. ...maybe.]
Just an arbitrary number, anyway.
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Arbitrary doesn't mean unimportant.
[coming from the girl who did absolutely nothing for her 18th birthday.] But anyway, since you brought it up... I was looking for you so I could give you your present.
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At the mention of a gift, he feels the same way. Even as expected as it is. He averts his eyes, taking one last quick look into the offertory box for even a glint of metal that isn't coin, before turning around on his heels.]
...There's a bench over there. [But he's resigned himself to it. He never thought he was going to escape anything, but he couldn't sit around and wait, like he was expecting something, like he felt was owed anything for being a year older—he wasn't, and didn't. Felt damned strange doing that. Even before things fell apart, things went unsaid mostly unsaid back then. He and Aki hadn't celebrated holidays or special occasions much, not since Miki died, but Aki would still tell him happy birthday. He'd then tell Aki to shut up, and then they'd go out and eat somewhere together without saying much of anything about it, unless Aki was determined to make himself completely obnoxious.
Which he often did. At Shinjiro's expense.
But again, he's a moron.]
...You didn't need to get me anything.
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But I wanted to. I like giving presents.
[Knowing how awkward he gets around them is the only thing that's kept her from giving him random gifts every time they go out on the weekend. She'd do it for her other friends, back home.]
And I don't think this is something you can refuse. [with that, she presses a small wrapped box into his hands.]
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I know you do.
[He's also not sure he's technically qualified to refuse much of anything anymore. He feels the weight of the small box in his hand, shoots her a quiet, furtive glance a second long, and starts to carefully unwrap the box, opening it at its seams and folds. He all ready has a good idea what it is—the weight is familiar—but it's only when the wrapping paper as been pulled away and the box opened that his shoulders relax and he feels an abrupt sense of relief. (He also feels foolish, looking for something, when he knew where it had been all along). You shouldn't feel so anxious over an old pocket watch. He's better than that. He should be able to grow up and leave old pieces of his past behind.
The pocket watch looks different now. More like it used to and less like it did. It doesn't bear the same trauma it had been carrying from the forth. He clicks the face open—no longer worried that he might break it—sees clears class and and easily readable face. It actually tells time properly now. He thinks he can hear it tick more steadily than its labored, struggling beats had been not so long ago.
His face softens, and there's a certain fondness to his stare as he watches the second-hand tick around the watch face before carefully closing it it. He never liked seeing it broken.]
You… didn't have to fix it.
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[Of course, she has a cheeky reply. She was just glad that it turned out looking as well as it did. The bullet really had done a number on the case. It was a miracle it had still been ticking at all.]
It's been almost a year, and I thought it deserved to run properly again. I'm sorry I made you worry about it, though. The shop had to keep it overnight.
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[Taken it.
He runs a thumb carefully over the watch case. He's also surprised the watch looks as good as it does. The case had took the brunt of of the bullet, but he had no idea what had done to its insides—to the fragile clockwork pieces that kept it running. He'd always imagine it'd stop on him one day. It probably shouldn't have been running to begin with.
He's... not sure what to say. His gut reaction is to tell her she shouldn't have spent her money on something so old and obviously broken. No matter how much sentimentality it held for him, it was only a watch. He knows how much it costs each half decade just to ensure the watch still runs properly—to take it apart, clean, oil, and wind it. Scrub away any rust that had impeded the time-keeping process. But to replace the glass fix the case, smooth away the scars on the marred the outside, and then move on inward to repair the damage you couldn't see without looking deeper, the damage that was slowly killing it, was something he hadn't even tried estimating.
It's just a watch. He tries to tell himself that. It's nothing that would kill him to lose.
Just... part of him still feels like he would.
And, like almost a year ago, there's still a sense of relief to have it in his hand again.
So maybe those kinds of words aren't right.
He leans back against the bench, leaning slightly in to where the living warmth is. Goes quiet for a second or two.]
...I got it from one of the orphanage workers when I was young. [Was he seven then? Eight? It was a long time ago. Counting those days and hours are harder.] She said it was my dad's. Never found out if it was true or not, but it's not a bad lie to tell a kid, if you're gonna tell them anything about their parents.
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[She reaches over and covers the hand holding the watch, squeezing gently.] You gave it meaning, so now it's important to you.
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[Though it would be nice if he knew. Somehow. Even if you were the one that gave meaning to what was important to you, because then it would be a clue as to what type of person he was.]
Guess I owe you twice now, huh?
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If you want to owe me, I won't say no! But I'd call this more of a thank-you to the watch. [For saving his life.]
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He has to hold back a small laugh.]
Don't think the watch had much choice.
[He's sure it would be grateful if it had the capacity to, however.]
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[She falls quiet momentarily, leaning her head against his shoulder.] It really is hard to believe it's been a year. Summer's already almost over.
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That isn't something he's been used to worrying about.
A smile tugs at his lips, and it manages to stay for longer than the thought that had created it.]
Almost.
[Give it another couple weeks. September 1st. He hadn't thought he'd be around for a year. Now he has good watch to count the minutes by.
He gently threads his fingers around hers—difficult with the watch in the in-between, but he's not inclined to pull away. Or do much moving really. He's always liked it here.]
Not gonna drag me back to the dorm now, are you?
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[She stretches out her legs in front of her.] It's too nice of a day to go inside already.
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Hell no.
[Last thing he needs is Miki ganging up on him, too. He doesn't stand much of a chance after that. She's just as unabashed and shameless.]
Last thing you need is incentive.
[She's driven enough, without cause driving her forward and giving her a motive.]
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[she smiles brightly.] I'll just find one myself when I need one though.
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Sometimes he wonders if she's too bright for someone like him—or rather, that he's not bright enough for someone like her, being so ingrained towards the pessimistic sort of realism. He enjoys quiet moments like this, likes being here in a way that's hard to put into words, especially when enjoyment used to be much harder to come by, but a part of him still doesn't expect it to last very long. Because nothing ever really has.
Nevertheless, a small, fond smile still manages to crack its way through, and he glances down to where the watch is before kissing Minako's forehead.]
Thank you.
[For a lot of things.]
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After this death, she had wondered if that had anything to do with it. As much as it probably was not, Miki couldn't help but think 'if I hadn't'... so needless to say, this one wasn't going to get anything of the sort. When she finally spots him in the dorm, she waves brightly before dumping a box into his hands.]
Happy Birthday Jiji!
[Inside, he will find exotic cooking ingredients; Miki had spent the last few days bargaining with a few demons who manned selling stalls, even employing herself as a test subject to make sure nothing in there was accidentally going to turn him into a kappa. Everything painstakingly put in small jars, numbered and named. The rest where bouquets of fresh herbs from the many gardens, carefully wrapped in string for culinary use. Five science tubes filled with salt and pieces of various spices she had left this year to create flavored salt. Miki had always been a hands-on type of person; nothing had been bought completed, she had combined everything herself instead.
At the very bottom, wrapped in a bright red silken cloth handkerchief (which he could use later), a year's worth of photographs of Hinoto-Ri with Miki's own personal collection of old home photographs. ]
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...ten seconds.
Ten seconds for him to react to his name—not his damn name but... shit it still makes him sound like an old man or a pet—redden slightly, and then have his arms abruptly sink out from under him at the sudden and unexpected presence the box brings. But in a moment, the initial surprise wears off, his arms straighten and adjust to support the weight.
He looks down to inspect the contents, and his eyes will soon catch on the silken handkerchief, though not quite surmising what might lay wrapped within it, before moving on to the variety of herbs and spices and tubes. He tilts his head.]
Salt?
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[Mentally she slightly worries she made a faux-pas or there's an arcane ritual involving salt and death and WHAT IF SHE DOOMED HIM?!
No, she needs to stay calm and stop worrying so much. She can lock him up in his room when October 4th comes.]