Atsuro Kihara (
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destinystrings2013-12-21 11:39 am
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[After four days of wandering around aimlessly, the inevitable has finally happened. The two Atsuros stand in the middle of Sagittarius district, facing each other down. The Shadow is no longer withdrawn and timid. Bolstered by the promises it had heard, it stares at its counterpart now with a faint smile.]
I really thought you were going to complain about how we've never beaten Hizumi at that stupid drum game.
...
...And the dancing game, come to think of it.
Why do you do that? Whenever there's a problem... that's all you do. Laugh it off.
What? ...You want me to whine about it? Like you?
I want you to face it. All of your friends... All of your friends know how you really feel now. Everything you're afraid of. Everything you try to hide.
[The brown-eyed boy stiffens at this statement and averts his gaze with a slight shrug.]
I don't hide anything from them.
[His doppelganger pauses before calling out in a trembling, petulant, high-pitched tone.]
'They don't really like me... They don't really want me around...... Nano hates me, Midori probably can't wait to get rid of me, and Yuzu... Yuzu just deals with me 'cause she wants to be around Kazuya. ...Kazuya. Perfect hero Kazuya. The guy I stick to like a leech so maybe I feel a little more worthwhile.'
...That's not what I think at all.
'Maybe if I act like a clown, people will like me. Maybe if I make myself try harder, people will have to like me.
.......Maybe if I were a better kid, Mommy and Daddy wouldn't have ditched me like a -- '
Shut up.
[A brilliant flash of light, and the street is suddenly filled to the brim. Two demons, a Persona, and Atsuro himself stand ready on both sides, each facing their counterparts. Four on four. Atsuro clenches a trembling fist tight as his allies ready themselves to fight.]
I've never believed that. I've never believed any of those things.
...Ehehe. The sad thing is.... they all know now. They all know how you really feel, and... they still want to be your friend. -- Oh... sorry. They want to be my friend. Because you were too much of a coward to ever tell them the truth.
...I think we'll be fine without you.
Enki!
((Warning - Atsuro is Level Max, so the Shadow will pack a pretty hefty punch! There will be two threads for fighting with the Shadow and the Persona or fighting with the demons.))
I really thought you were going to complain about how we've never beaten Hizumi at that stupid drum game.
...
...And the dancing game, come to think of it.
Why do you do that? Whenever there's a problem... that's all you do. Laugh it off.
What? ...You want me to whine about it? Like you?
I want you to face it. All of your friends... All of your friends know how you really feel now. Everything you're afraid of. Everything you try to hide.
[The brown-eyed boy stiffens at this statement and averts his gaze with a slight shrug.]
I don't hide anything from them.
[His doppelganger pauses before calling out in a trembling, petulant, high-pitched tone.]
'They don't really like me... They don't really want me around...... Nano hates me, Midori probably can't wait to get rid of me, and Yuzu... Yuzu just deals with me 'cause she wants to be around Kazuya. ...Kazuya. Perfect hero Kazuya. The guy I stick to like a leech so maybe I feel a little more worthwhile.'
...That's not what I think at all.
'Maybe if I act like a clown, people will like me. Maybe if I make myself try harder, people will have to like me.
.......Maybe if I were a better kid, Mommy and Daddy wouldn't have ditched me like a -- '
Shut up.
[A brilliant flash of light, and the street is suddenly filled to the brim. Two demons, a Persona, and Atsuro himself stand ready on both sides, each facing their counterparts. Four on four. Atsuro clenches a trembling fist tight as his allies ready themselves to fight.]
I've never believed that. I've never believed any of those things.
...Ehehe. The sad thing is.... they all know now. They all know how you really feel, and... they still want to be your friend. -- Oh... sorry. They want to be my friend. Because you were too much of a coward to ever tell them the truth.
...I think we'll be fine without you.
Enki!
((Warning - Atsuro is Level Max, so the Shadow will pack a pretty hefty punch! There will be two threads for fighting with the Shadow and the Persona or fighting with the demons.))

Persona Skill: World Revolution
[World Revolution (Triples all allies' Attack/Defense/Agility for 2 turns.)]
Amaterasu>Recarmloss>Troll | Yuzu>Mediarahan>All Allies
The troll isn't so lucky. But Amaterasu has recarmloss for a reason. The troll is brought back as quickly as it fell. And Yuzu casts mediarahan, healing both herself and her allies.
Water Dance (Large Water 2-3x) > Shadow Yurick
...Alternatively, he's readily smashed around for a bit, and this scenario briefly flashes through his mind before he decides that it isn't quite time for the Bad End yet.
He had never thought being punched by himself would be much of an issue given his intensely unathletic nature, but apparently, the Harmonizer on that COMP worked wonders for him. There is pain coming from every part of his body, to the extent that he isn't quite sure where exactly he is hit.
"...I do understand."
The Shadow is shoved back, but has simply reared back to deck Yurick again. But it stops in its tracks upon hearing these words, even as Shadow Yurick barrels towards them with the dagger.
"Everything you said is true. Maybe... not that true. But... if I said I'd never thought any of these things, ever... that would be the real lie."
He is half-whispering as he lies on his back, charred and exhausted.
"That's what you're trying to tell me, right? 'The only difference between the two of us is that I've admitted my flaws.' ...OK. Then I'm afraid of losing people. I'm afraid of being alone. I live on the Internet so I can get constant attention. I surround myself with people so I can think that maybe, someone really cares about me. I think Mom and Dad don't really love me or need me that much, so... I sort of doubt anyone else does."
"So now we're the same."
Around now is when Yuzu's convenient Mediarahan washes over him, and he breathes a slight sigh of relief as he clambers to his feet.
"You're me. And I'm you. ...Now that we've settled that. I think it's time for you to go."
The Shadow stares in disbelief at the hand stretched out towards it.
"..............You're cribbing this off of Last Phantasm IV with the whole Dark Knight/Paladin thing."
"Shut up and let me be cool. ...Hurry up, geez; we're not the only ones who need therapy here."
The Shadow shrugs. It does not take the hand.
...It might therefore be a little alarming when it suddenly freezes over and shatters into a thousand pieces of ice that hang in the air. The shards hover for a few moment before they dissolve into droplets of water, a stream of liquid that rushes towards Atsuro and spirals around him for a few moments before sinking into him.
Behind the Shadow, the Shadow Persona erupts in a brilliant flare of light.
".............Ah -- "
There's not really any time to rejoice or anything, since there's still someone coming at them with a knife. Hopefully the sudden flood will help.
Shadow: Running Slash > minor damage > close-proximity bystanders, all hell breaks loose > Yurick
The dagger crashes into its twin, knocking Yurick's guard aside, and before the mage can recover the Shadow plunges the blade into his shoulder. Yurick screams in pain and swings his errant weapon back, driving it into the Shadow's shoulder in turn. Both blades yank free, both combatants down an arm now, and they lunge at each other again in a flurry of reckless, wild blows. They're cutting each other up, nothing truly lethal yet but there's blood everywhere.
"You know I'm right! The world hates you as much as you hate it, otherwise he'd be here! He followed you into the ship, saved your life, and now that you owe him he's forgotten you!"
"He's trying to find Calista--!"
"She's not here and he knows it! He's looking for an excuse to ditch you! And sooner or later, so will the rest!" It lays open Yurick's cheek, almost blinding his good eye.
"They're not like that--!"
"You blind fool! You latched onto Atsuro the same way! How long before he tires of you?!"
"He won't!" Yurick's attention drifts just for a second, desperately seeking to meet his friend's eyes, and the Shadow kicks him to the ground with a boot to the gut.
"Not before I kill you, at least!" And it raises the dagger, ready to stab the mage through the face.
Persona Skill: Nirvana
Nano's voice rings out through the air as Yurick's Shadow gets ready to finish his counterpart off. She doesn't know him personally and was originally only here for Atsuro, but Nano has never been the type to abandon someone in need - she's going to see this through to the end. There will be time for heartfelt words between friends once everyone is safe.
Once again unconsciously responding to the little robot's will, Geppetto raises his knife into the air. A blinding white light briefly fills the area before coalescing into the tip of the blade, and is then fired toward the Shadow in a powerful beam. Nano knows by now that only Yurick can get rid of his own Shadow for good, but at least she thinks this might help while he gathers his courage.
[Nirvana (Decreases one enemy's HP by 50% from the power of Light.)]
Hell Frost > Shadow Yurick
Not that he's got much left to spend in this battle anyway. His mana is almost spent; he's got enough for maybe one or two more spells before he'd have to rely on close combat, and that's precisely what he's trying to avoid here.
Keeping in mind the fire attack from before, Hizumi tries the closest thing he has to the opposite element. It's time to see if Shadow Yurick can stand getting hit by a glacier, too.
Yuzu>Holy Dance>Shadow Yurick | Troll>Piercing Hit>Shadow Yurick | Amaterasu>Mediarahan>All allies
Atsuro > ??? > Shadow Yurick
"The only thing I'm tired of is you."
He doesn't know anything about Yurick's issues, either, but he figures there's probably no chance to deal with them if there's a dagger sticking out the front of his face.
"No one decides whether or not they come here - or whether or not they leave." Atsuro grunts a bit as he struggles. "Kazuya... -- That's my best friend. He left us, too. ...Back to somewhere I can't follow.
"I can't promise I'll never disappear, but if I do, I can promise it won't be because I got tired of anyone."
Re: Atsuro > ??? > Shadow Yurick
Yurick picks himself up, healed by Yuzu's spells but still aching inside somehow, and approaches where Atsuro has his double pinned. Looking down into its face still makes him ill. It stares back in mute challenge, chest heaving, expression still crumpled with pain and wrath.
"I...." Yurick falters, his voice cracking. He's always been intensely private, and to have all these witnesses... even just Atsuro witnessing this is nearly too much to bear. He hugs himself protectively, shivering. "I-- it's true. I've lost more than I can bear. Opening up is more frightening than anything I've ever done. I'm still not sure why I did it with you, Atsuro...." He withers under the Shadow's increasingly piercing stare. "... I... didn't want to feel alone. It feels like Zael is drifting away. If he can do that after all the years we fought together, what's going to stop anyone else from doing the same?"
"You hate people when they leave, and you know they always do."
"Yes... but I know they can't help it. It's not their fault... it's mine, for being weak. Too weak to protect Mum, so weak I sacrificed my eye for power, and now...." He takes a deep, shaking breath. "I know you're me and it still makes me want to vomit. How could anyone want to be my-- our friend?" He looks to Nano and Yuzu before his attention drifts to Atsuro.
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[Nano, for her part, politely but awkwardly averts her eyes. She knows this must be pretty embarrassing for Yurick, exposing himself like that in front of people he doesn't even know.]
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Atsuro is silent for a brief moment - he doesn't feel like he has any right to play psychologist when his own problems were so similar to Yurick's, but... if he keeps silent now... who knew what would happen with this Shadow? He tries to ignore the fact that he's still clinging to the Shadow like a limpet as he clears his throat slightly.
"Isn't it obvious already?"
He manages an embarrassed smile.
"Everyone... has the same doubts, don't they? Is there anyone who's really confident enough to think 'everyone should be my friend because I'm awesome'? ...Actually, if someone like that exists... wouldn't people prefer not to be their friend? We all have our own problems, so... no one is judging anyone's value based on things like that."
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"He's right. You can't say he doesn't know how we feel, we heard it directly from him."
"But Zael--"
"I'll speak with Zael, I promise, but this has to stop now. There's no point in fighting our friends when they've done us no wrong." He takes a deep breath. "I promise you... no, I promise myself... one way or another, everything will be fine."
The Shadow glances at Nano and Yuzu, the hostility wiped away by an expression that's actually a little apologetic. It reaches up, briefly squeezing Atsuro's forearm in a gesture that's likely familiar to him now, before it nods at Yurick. The static-shot form becomes a blue fire without heat that leaps from the ground (dropping Atsuro to the pavement in the process) to the mage, ruffling his hair and clothes briefly before vanishing into him.
Yurick's face crumples with exhaustion and he covers his eyes with a hand. "Everyone... I'm so sorry for that."
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Now then, let's see if he can find that other one...
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"...I think I'm ready to not Persona-fight again for the rest of my life."
There is time, at last, to check if he's permanently damaged anything and so for a moment or two, Atsuro continues to lie facedown while wiggling his limbs to see if everything is still attached.
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"You mad fool." There's no bite in the words, only a soft sadness. "I can't believe you'd grapple with that thing. Are you hurt?" He looks to Yuzu, hoping the girl still has energy to provide healing if need be.
These people could've left him to fight alone but they didn't. Atsuro's Shadow had drained them but they didn't simply cut and run. He owes all of them. Another life debt, just like he owed Zael, and somehow he's sure they won't hold him to it.