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Apartment Log [OPEN TO ALL]

Who: EVERYONE
Where: APARTMENTS ~~CAN'T YOU READ THE TITLE~~ PIECES AND LIBRA
Summary: Massive Open Apartment Log (October 3rd - 9th)
Warnings: Rooms and stuff!

[OOC - Open Apartment Log! Talk to your neighbors, make new CR, ~~get hit on~~ get hit on.

You can find the master list of apartments [RIGHT HERE!]

Starting this week, the apartments also now have TELEPORTERS! These allow you to go from one apartment facility to the other.

They can be found in LEVEL 4 and are big enough to accommodate everyone (but maximum 5 at a time). However, due to the fact that they are still in the testing phase, you may find yourself appearing in the wrong part of the 4th level in the other building -- and that does include above the swimming pool. Hope you like water! (Thankfully this doesn't happen most of the time...most of the time.)

Start your thread with your character's name and their room number. You can always add what they might be doing, or just leave it open for other people to come in. Others then reply to them with the date that they come in and let the CR begin. Fun times are had by all!]

LIBRA
Kanji Tatsumi | 5-01 ◆ Elizabeth Middleford | 5-02 ◆ Kanaya Maryam | 5-03 ◆ Guybrush | 5-04 ◆ Daichi Shijima | 5-05 ◆ Atsuro Kihara | 5-07 ◆ Misery | 5-09 ◆ Yu Narukami | 5-10

Kohta | 6-01 ◆ Ludwig Beilschmidt | 6-03 ◆ Theodore | 6-05 ◆ Barnaby Brooks Jr. | 6-07 ◆ Ruri Hoshino - 6-09

Yamato Hotsuin | 7-02 ◆ Minako Arisato | 7-04 ◆ Simon | 7-05 ◆ Shinjiro Aragaki | 7-06

8-06 | Santa ◆ Latooni Suvota | 8-07 ◆ Sogiita Gunha | 8-08 ◆ Virgil Klima | 8-09 ◆ Miki Sanada | 8-10

Pit | 9-01 ◆ Neku Sakuraba | 9-02 ◆ Nessiah | 9-04 ◆ Minato Arisato [AU2] | 9-06

PISCES
Sasha Fyer | 5-01 ◆ Clive Dove | 5-02 ◆ Link (of Skyloft) | 5-07 ◆ Link (OoT) | 5-08

Ahri | 6-02 ◆ Minato Arisato | 6-04 ◆Elizabeth | 6-06 ◆ Torahime | 6-09

Eikichi Mishina | 7-02 ◆ Naoya (DeSu) | 7-05 ◆ Garviel Loken, 7-07 ◆ Nicholas Reeve | 7-08

Asem Asuno | 8-01 ◆ Kaito | 8-02 ◆ Arturia Pendragon | 8-06 ◆ Duo Maxwell | 8-08 ◆ Alice Margatroid | 8-09 ◆ Aigis | 8-10

Kazuya Minegishi | 9-02 ◆ Hito "Kiku Hisao" Shura | 9-03 ◆ Sasuke Sagami | 9-04 ◆ Meetra Surik | 9-06

OTHER
Al Saiduq | Everywhere since he has no room

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...It's because you're different people, Theo. You aren't Minato or Margaret, and each of you gets along with Elizabeth in your own way.

[Minato and Theo are both pushovers, but Theo is way more naive... thus leading to his downfall, as it seems. Margaret seems more aloof.]

[well, he's the youngest in the sense he was "born" last and in knowledge of how others tend to be. ever the child! which is why he wants to impress people with his knowledge and is rather gullible when it comes to his older sister's antics.]

While it's true she has not once shown animosity in her actions, I must wonder if every sibling does something similar to this. Surely it is not the same with you and your brother?

[....]

Can I refrain from answering that?

[in other words

yes

yes it is the same.

...Although she wouldn't push him in a pool.]

Even Master Minako? There appears to be much I've yet to learn about you in that regard.

[regardless, he seems pleased to have found a new nugget of info.

... despite its implications. though really, he should've seen it coming with the way she even teased him from time to time on their da-- outings.]

Though, I don't believe you ever told me much about yourself in the first place. Though I was directed to assist you with your Persona and was able to see that which many do not get to witness themselves, so many facets of one person cannot hope to explain the individual as whole. That is at the discretion of the person.

[will you

tell him about your ~~boyfriend~~ everything]

[...]

No, you're right. I don't usually talk much about myself at all.

[and if you want her to start you're going to have to ask a little more directly so she can't dodge it......]

[well, they are rather comfortable at the moment...

Theodore wonders where to begin. How do you, exactly, inquire about oneself having only known them by the company they kept within their soul? He would have written out questions to ask, but there was no time for such an interview. He will Elizabeth this.]

From what I gather, you are a remarkable guest who has a kind heart and a surprising number of secrets hidden within the same soul. A dear friend, powerful and able to help those who need you in more ways than one, and you're even so patient as to help me with the requests I give to you and to put up with my strangeness at times. You're very understanding as well - able to perceive that which I cannot, and to speak the words others only whisper in their mind. You bring to life the dreams they hold dear and keep them steady. You're very intelligent as well, and you manage to solve a number of difficult problems presented to you in whatever situation confronts you.

[He pauses a moment, and smiles.]

I believe you may be the most fulfilling person I have ever had the pleasure of knowing, even now. Why don't you talk about yourself to others?

[oh Theo... you really do say the sweetest things sometimes. For all the weird things interspersed.]

Because... for one, it's easy for you to say those things about me, but it's a lot harder to say it about yourself. You learned all of that because you've seen the things I've done, right? I think it's better for people to learn about me like that and make their own decision about who I am.

[It's only his most truthful observation!]

But... What if they see all which I have said in a bad light? For example, your ability to bond so easily with others may be attributed to being used to reading others and deciding the best course of action in order to strengthen yourself. Your patience with others may be seen as a mere tolerance with the thought that you will be rewarded afterwards. Of course, I don't believe you are the type myself. Are you not concerned with what others might think in that sense?

[It's kind of hurtful to say such things to her, though it is a possibility she's just playing them for fools. He highly doubts that of course.]

[He's pretty insightful...] It's true... I can't say that I like it when people spread rumors about me, for example. But I can't control what other people think. I can only control the way I act. And... if I act the way I want to be, hopefully, most people will see me that way, too.

[she smiles at him.] People make assumptions based on what they see. If they see a cheerful person, then I am a cheerful person to them. But, if I told them sad things, they would see a sad person instead. And that's not who I really am.

Edited 2012-10-17 06:19 (UTC)

I see. To show one's true colors, they must act as they wish to appear. Your soul is a happy and courageous one and thus you show that to others. How strange I must be, then, to your kind.

[Humanity seems rather flawed in that aspect, perceiving one through appearances first and their heart later on, but if all of her kind had as many layers as his guest herself did he is not surprised in the least. No wonder Lord Philemon created them! Humanity can't even unwrap itself without getting tangled in others.]

As I have said, all who step into the Velvet Room are bound on a journey, and that isn't limited to just guests. Just as you were traveling once and may be starting anew here, so am I at the moment to answer the question that burns within me and my sisters, as well as all future attendants: Who am I, and for what purpose do I exist?

While I would never ask you to answer these questions, as they are something I must learn myself with time, I wish to learn who you see when you look at me. I believe it may help.

Well... [She studies him, briefly, not because she needs to look at him to decide but because she needs the time to sort out what to say.]

I see Theo. You're sweet, and kind, and very curious. You like to know and explain things and you get flustered when you find out you really don't know them, but that's okay. ...You trust what you hear a little too much. But you really want to understand... and to help people. You've already helped me a lot.

[Sweet, kind, curious, liking to teach, (too?) trusting, wants to understand, wants to help others. This is what Theodore is, or rather what others see him as? Or do they perceive some as something else, such as gullibility and arrogance? Even being in this realm the past two months has given him such an insight due to the fact there's sooo many people to watch, though he tries not to think about them. It's hard when they're all so interesting.]

And I hope to continue my services-- No, I will continue to help you should you ever ask, whether here or there. [That much is certain in his mind. He's very determined to follow this through.]

... My next question may seem a little odd, but please answer it all the same. Both you and your brother, from what I have heard from Elizabeth, cherish your friends very much, and Margaret's guest does as well - enough to beat even her in combat. As attendants we are able to feel your bonds strengthen, warm and cool, and it's quite a wonder to experience so for those who are unable to do so themselves. How, exactly, do you form them? You choosing seems normal concerning the selection, but with whom do you begin?

[...maaaybe gullibility. At least when it comes to your sister.]

Most of the time it just happens. It's not so much about choosing... The people you spend the most time with become closer to you. But even if you talk to a lot of people, not all of them end up as your friends. The ones who do are the ones who are most interested in you back. If you keep trying you'll find someone like that, Theo.

[There's no reason for the three sibs to be anything but truthful to one another, so...

If you keep trying you'll find someone like that, Theo. Bonds for himself. He just had to keep trying and maybe talk to more people. Because apparently they don't come on plates carved from silver. But that description sounds like someone he can think of already, and he smiles proudly. Tone to match too, with an excited edge of wanting to show a teacher the work he's accomplished.]

Then I have formed something of a bond with someone other than yourself, I'm happy to say. Her name is Master Ruri Hoshino and she is a rather fascinating young lady whom I have spoken with several times since our first meeting. She looks similar to my sisters and I, which is rather peculiar due to the fact they are the only siblings I have ever known, and is able to talk for a computerized entity called Omoikane. [That name might sound familiar, considering it's the name of one of your Personas!] She is very friendly.

[one day maybe you could meet her minako she's a real doll theo would like this very much if you haven't already--]

Oh, I've talked with her too! She does seem very nice. [Even if her backstory was pretty depressing to hear...

But Theo you're all grown up and have a friend, she's proud of you...] I'm glad you're getting along well.

[Oh good you have met! Yes he's very pleased.]

If that is all there is to it, then I believe I will have no trouble whatsoever.

[Except he will because he's not like Elizabeth. Theodore seems as if he's going to speak again, but hesitates and falls silent. He has been doing so well, in his opinion, to withhold that which ailed him.]

You'll do great. Just be yourself.

[but she tilts her head at that expression. She knows that expression. :|] What's wrong?

Edited 2012-10-18 04:52 (UTC)

[He's already chosen duty over desire previously, and to go back on such a decision would be against his honor. But things are different now, right? So it would be fine... Perhaps. No, definitely not-- but he was a guest now but it was a choice and he should accept the consequences of it instead of--

Theodore's a little hesitant, and he tugs at his sleeves as he avoids looking directly at Minako.]

I hope I did not pry too much. Despite my previous acceptance of my role as merely your attendant, I still feel so... tumultuous speaking with you. Especially here, now that I have lost that duty and am confronted with a new... [He pauses a moment, trying to think of a word.] A new freedom, which is the chance of being a guest myself. I feel there is a swirling gale within my chest, as if it had never left in the first place, and it has become worse with the tantalizing opportunity of being able to spend as much time with you as I would like. I thought that perhaps if I were to know more about you, if I were able to see every part of you, that it might finally be silenced. I feel rather shamed to admit that I am someone who cannot accept his own decisions.

[She sighs, and then moves slightly, as though she wants to take his hand, but thinks better of it, and puts them behind her back instead. She wanted to avoid it, but... it's not fair. To him or to anyone else. She had to face this task like she'd faced everything else.]

I... know what you're trying to say. But I need to tell you something, before you say anything else.

You've seen my 'bonds,' so you probably already know this, but there's someone very important to me here now... Someone I thought I'd already lost.

[Logically, she probably doesn't owe him anything. He'd chosen to be with her, and then chosen again to cut it off before anything even more serious developed. He didn't have a claim now.

But it's hard to think logically when he looks so conflicted, and when she knows he's sincere. And it's not like she hadn't been just as selfish by accepting his request at all. She'd used him as a rebound and now look where it had gotten them both.

But... no. That attitude isn't fair to him either. They'd both been happy at the time; complications now don't change that. Even if it means she can't avoid hurting him. (Even if he'd hurt her before.)

She holds her chin up and looks directly at him.]

I don't regret what happened between us, Theo. But I also can't go back to it. I... love him. And that means I can't be more than your friend from now on.

[It wasn't like he hadn't seen it coming. Theodore more than anyone knew, which is why he had prolonged it, thinking that if he didn't bring it up then perhaps it would be alright to linger too long where he should not. To bend the rules a bit. To ignore the obvious signs of them being together.

It didn't stop the pain in his chest now, only worsened it.]

I know, and I wish you and he the best. The Moon was always full of helpful, if troubling in origin, Persona, and even one of my personal favorites is a result of that bond. A powerful ally to have at your side.

[Theodore still means every word he says, even though it's painful for him. He's sort of glad that he doesn't have an exact understanding of being "choked up," though he thinks that he would be if he did. Hell, he can even feel Metatron's disappointment in him. And the Persona didn't even talk to him.

He takes his chances and meets her gaze.]

I am truly thankful that you understand me, where even I believe I have stopped making sense at times. While I cannot deny that I long for something more... It was my decision. I apologize if I had hurt you with my words at that time, but it was for the best.

Perhaps... So long as you allow me to stay by your side and to aid you in your second journey as I did your first, I think that will be enough. That is a friend's responsibilities, is it not?

[He owes her too much, after all, for all she's taught him. His heart's still smarting though. Not that he'll even tell Elizabeth; this is a matter too private for family.]

Yes. I'm very happy to be your friend.

[She smiles as brightly as she can. It won't help, but she can at least make the attempt.] Thank you, Theo. And... [...] I'm sorry, too.

[She can't help apologizing after all.]

Edited 2012-10-18 06:55 (UTC)

No, it was in your every right to refuse me... I think.

[There, there is his doubt. Relish in it. But she's smiling so brightly for him that it makes him feel bad.

Hesitantly he reaches behind her for one of her hands, and will take it between them if she allows him to. Just in a friend way. He hopes that's what it seems. Regardless he'll still talk.]

I have already given you my thanks, but I still feel as if I must show my gratitude in some way. And... I'm still allowed to go on outings with you, aren't I?

[She allows it. Suppresses the urge to hug him instead, because that would be far too bold. But she grips his hand, then shakes it. As a friend.]

Of course you are. There's still lots of places we haven't visited yet, after all!

[How wrong it'd be, to sit any closer. There's a number of things his mind would like him to draw attention to internally, but he shuts it out. This, again, was for the best.]

... And the city may even change while the seasons pass! There are some places, however, I would be glad not to wander into with you.

There's a few parts that seem less friendly. [she's just going to pretend he means things like Sagittarius rather than Taurus.]

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it'll all work out in the end, i promise no hard feelings.

I know! But... poor Theo, regardless ;_;

;u; just remember that he needs this!

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